ChApTerS

What  I do in life is none of your business!!! What I do at work or how i deal with my peers is none your business!!! What ever my fiance and mine’s problem is for us to deal with, face and fix! no matter what we do in our life or what i do in life does not concern you nor does it affect you so quit on watching every move I make!!! Why don’t you take a look at your life instead and mind your own freaking business?!

Hindi kayo ang nagpapalamon sa pamilya ko at hindi rin kayo ang nakikisama sa pamilya ni Migs at lalong hindi namin kailangan ang mga katulad niyo sa buhay namin kung ganyan rin lang na sa bawat kibot ng isa’t isa amin ay inyong pinanonood at pinag iisipan ng kung anu ano!

Hindi ko kayo kilala at mas lalong hindi niyo kami ganoong kakilala! Datapuwat magkakasama tayo paminsan minsan, yun lang yun!

KAYA WAG KAYONG MAGMAGALING!!!

WALA KAYONG PAKIALAM KUNG SINO KASAMA KO AT PAANO AKO MAKIHALOBILO SA IBA!!

intiendez?!

English

i turned to look at you
you were so far away
i tried to reach
yet i couldn’t even grasp a shadow of you

not even a glimpse of your face

there’s a veil that continues to shroud your being

a fleeting moment of ecstasy
enough to remind me of that short time we have spent together
continues to haunt me

there’s a nagging feeling inside me that won’t go away
it lives me restless

why?

again i wonder why do i feel this way

perhaps when i see you again, it’ll stop
it’ll all go away
either because everything will be clear
or
everything will be twarted because of rejection

If  a relationship with you is what I want
then
why do I hurt this way?
If there is no commitment to be given
then
why do I fear such things that aren’t even spoken of?
If it is okay with the two of us
then
why am I weeping right now?

i’m lonely… no one understands
what if i do?
what if i want to understand?

that conversation that has come to pass
still it keeps on ringing in my ears

now i realize
it is because, more or less you have made me realize
that it wasn’t just me who’s lost.

or are you really?

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Spanish

¿di vuelta a la mirada en usted que
usted era así que lejano
intenté alcanzar
con todo no podría incluso agarrar una sombra de usted

no igualo una ojeada de su cara

allí soy un velo que continúa cubriendo su ser

un momento efímero del ecstasy
bastante para recordarme ése a corto plazo nosotros ha pasado junto
continúa frecuentándome

allí es una sensación que regaña dentro de mí que no vaya lejos
él viva yo agitado

porqué?

¿me pregunto otra vez porqué lo hago siento esta manera

quizás cuando le veo otra vez, él lo pararé
todo iré lejos
cualquiera porque todo estará claro o será todo twarted debido a el rechazamiento
si una relación con usted es lo que deseo entonces porqué lastimo esta manera?

¿Si no hay comisión entonces que se dará porqué lo hace el miedo de I tales cosas de las cuales incluso no se hablen?
¿Si es aceptable con los dos de nosotros entonces porqué la I que llora ahora?

soy solo… ¿nadie entiende
lo que si?
¿qué si deseo entender?

esa conversación que ha venido todavía
pasarlo guarda en el sonido en mis oídos

ahora que realizo
es porque, más o menos usted han hecho que realiza que no era justo yo que ha perdido.

¿o está usted realmente?            

I was awaken by a loud knock on our bedroom door this morning… irate, i opened it up only to find out it’s just my horrible house mate who wants to have a loaf of bread from the bakery.

some people… gifted with complete parts of the body, the ability to think, to walk straight and fit enough to do chores/tasks/ almost if not- everything! yet, are so freaking LAZY!!!

before i went to the bakery, i noticed this person who was suppose to be at work still asleep on the bed. damn! there he goes again… hmp!

anyway, i just went on, angry and frustrated, took a bath, dressed up and left the house. I headed straight to one of the good companies situated at the heart of eastwood City and *shwing!*shwing*shwing*

i don’t know what happened. or at least i was too taken aback how fast it all happened! one minute I was ther sitting, angry and frustrated, jobless and feeling so hot then all of a sudden I was in training with (oh goodie) my former colleagues from my last company! hahaha

Not only did i get a job but i got a compensation package that , being jobless, took me 3 months to earn.

But wait…there’s more!

My former wave buddy was one of these people who was there and two L2 Tech agents whom I just see (and wonder how and what made them become L2s) on the floor were also there for the training. Heck they were fun to be with - not even a single boastfulness in them. (cause i thought they were all snobs way back in my former company) sorry guys!

But wait… there’s more!!

Throughout the day, we were just laid back during the training and we are already being paid for the day

After the training (uwian time) I stumbled upon my former colleague at a Local fast food chain. Damn! He looks so good now! The wonderful thing about it was that he still remembers me and Boy was he glad to see me again.

When I got home… hmpf! well i forgot how hungry i was (left early in the morning without having any breakfast, was not able to eat lunch ’cause I didn’t have enough to buy one earlier and did not bring a pack since I wasn’t expecting that i’ll be shoved for the training right away) Good thing we have sinigang and Milkfish with black beans! hahaha sumptuous meal!

Now… have to review for a quiz for tomorrow (part of training certification) :-p

Good night everyone!

I can’t think of anything to write right now. All I want is to share with you this song, the lyrics and what it says. It reflects what I feel right now… it’s like… it is voicing out part of my thoughts right now… 9i just wish I could find a better translation of this in English but what the heck… okay na ‘to.)

watch this and listen =)

Translation: Spanish » English

(Jaycees)
Anadaweng
Jaycees, Nelly Furtado
I would like to meet you
I would like to tell you that my nights are not the same without you
And now that I am a single tenpano ice lost in the dark
And by that I’m seeing some day return

(Nelly Furtado)
In The Day
In The Night
Say it All
Say it right
You either got it
Or you do not
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there’s no time for joking
There’s a hole in the plan

(Jaycees)
I walk in the night lost in the dark (Ono)
I can not dertenerme
I believe and have faith that someday I’m going to find
There in that place
Where many times today and we were no longer these
I’m Lost in the dark
I want you to talk
And get back

Just be honest kiero
That your life was the first
Ke felt true love
Q q And as you know there is nobody
As acarisias my skin as I do love
As I besas the naked
Love me feel cold
Only in the vacuum
To leave at home (Hey)
Without you I am lost
Only hindered (Aha)
He returned my love please

I walk in the night lost in the dark (Ono)
I can not dertenerme
I believe and have faith that someday I’m going to find
There in that place
Where many times today and we were no longer these
I’m Lost in the dark
I want you to talk
And get back

(Nelly Furtado)
From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?

(Jaycees)
This simply reaffirm the calibre
WY company that owns the records
Nelly Furtado and presume that this new mark
terriotia in the urban music Jaycees
Gentle you’re going to give an account of what I am talking about